"Comprised in conversations,
I communicate while being condemned..."
For not being, "all of the above."
Fuck if I feel anything anymore.
Narratives, "Sometimes I'm wrong,"
But it was you who refused the fight.
Gluttony, where have you been?
I didn't think I would be getting in bed with you again.
Narratives, Sometimes I'm wrong...
"I'm unsatisfied with my life,
With the holes I dug,
Wires I left plugged,
It's starting to not feel nice.
The dose of vows I took,
Along with hands I shook,
... It's starting to not feel nice."
"Ever since then, I have been so fucked up.
I live in the shadows, of things I wish to be loved by..."
Tonight it's you and me,
for the first and last time.
I don't know your figure but I've been seeing your frame.
Slowly losing your mind,
and wasting other people's time.
("I can't find a reason to be loved.
I can't find a reason.
I can't find a reason to be loved.
I can't find a reason.")
released January 30, 2016
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